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Hey Guys.
I've been in kind of a slump for the past few days.
You know how when you're younger, all you want is to be older?
For some reason, I just want to be that ten year old girl again singing her heart out to a Cheetah Girl song.
It creeps me out how people (including myself) can change in what seems like a tremendously short amount of time.
Don't get me wrong, I LOVE who I am. No, I'm not conceited, I'm just happy with who I am. But, I'm definitely not the same girl I used to be.
But what I miss the most, are my old friends. This may sound so dumb, but it's like they're there, I can always talk to them if I need them, but it's like I can't.
We are in COMPLETELY different social circles.
And nowadays, that's like being in COMPLETELY different worlds.
So yeah. But it just gets worse.
You know how high school is so sentimental because you get to see everyone you grew up with transform from kids to adults? Did you ever come to think that when you and these new-found adults graduate that you might NEVER see them again?
For my situation, most likely UNlikely, but you never know.
And it saddens me. Because, what if I never see these people after I graduate? I only have THREE years left with them.
Three years that I will never get back.
Three years that I'm gonna do things that I regret, but be glad I did them anyways because it's worth the memories.
Three years where I will lose and gain friendships, boyfriends, and maybe even more.
I made the most out of my freshman year. And it was a hella fun. And you better believe that while I'm still a Charger (my school mascot, btw), I'm gonna give myself a hell of a three year roller coaster ride, then give myself a pat on the back when I finish. And I might puke when I get off that ride, or maybe even cry my eyes out. But, I'll know that I did it with the ones who know me best; my frans.
<3
Hey Guys.
I've been in kind of a slump for the past few days.
You know how when you're younger, all you want is to be older?
For some reason, I just want to be that ten year old girl again singing her heart out to a Cheetah Girl song.
It creeps me out how people (including myself) can change in what seems like a tremendously short amount of time.
Don't get me wrong, I LOVE who I am. No, I'm not conceited, I'm just happy with who I am. But, I'm definitely not the same girl I used to be.
But what I miss the most, are my old friends. This may sound so dumb, but it's like they're there, I can always talk to them if I need them, but it's like I can't.
We are in COMPLETELY different social circles.
And nowadays, that's like being in COMPLETELY different worlds.
So yeah. But it just gets worse.
You know how high school is so sentimental because you get to see everyone you grew up with transform from kids to adults? Did you ever come to think that when you and these new-found adults graduate that you might NEVER see them again?
For my situation, most likely UNlikely, but you never know.
And it saddens me. Because, what if I never see these people after I graduate? I only have THREE years left with them.
Three years that I will never get back.
Three years that I'm gonna do things that I regret, but be glad I did them anyways because it's worth the memories.
Three years where I will lose and gain friendships, boyfriends, and maybe even more.
I made the most out of my freshman year. And it was a hella fun. And you better believe that while I'm still a Charger (my school mascot, btw), I'm gonna give myself a hell of a three year roller coaster ride, then give myself a pat on the back when I finish. And I might puke when I get off that ride, or maybe even cry my eyes out. But, I'll know that I did it with the ones who know me best; my frans.
<3
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